Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Random thoughts

It's been 50 days since I've posted here, and that's a travesty. A lot has happened since then, including my move to Springfield, starting college again, getting used to random weather, visiting Toby and An on their trip out here to Chicago, meeting with my PAR mates, and the like.

So in no particular order, here are some thoughts:
1) One of my freelance editors got laid off earlier today due to tightened budgets at the publication. This is a devastating blow to me. "Editor" gave me my first legitimate chance to get my name into Bay Area print while I was in college and after I graduated. If he did not provide that outlet, I'm not sure where I would be right now. Would I have worked at KQED? Would I be at UIS now? There are some people who make an indelible mark on a life, and "editor" made such a mark on mine. I wish him nothing but the best.

The situation also illustrates the grim reality for journalism: the market sucks. Our business was already on the decline with the technology gap, and now it's really taking body blows from all this financial chaos. I'm glad I'm still in school!

2) The Daily Show just aint what it used to be. Don't get me wrong, Jon Stewart 1) has impeccable delivery and 2) provides extremely astute interviews with guests. But his one-sided pandering on the show has worn on me. The Daily Show used to be an escape, a chance to laugh at mainstream news coverage and the happenings around the world. But now, it's just endless bashing on McCain and Bush. Don't get me wrong, bashing on politicians can be funny. With Stewart and gang, the schtick is getting old. Before, they recognized they were a comedy group acting as a news show. Now, they're acting more like Olbermann's Countdown, with comedy. For me, it's not quite as funny.

The Colbert Report, on the other hand, has found that balance between humor and preaching. Colbert, in his bombastic conservative caricature, has thoroughly and brilliantly satirized the right-winged media pundit. He's not directly bashing Republicans; he's insinuating their flaws by exaggerating his own delivery and appearance. Colbert's smooth and suave compared to Stewart's newfound brusqueness. With the way the shows are set up, you think it'd be the opposite.

3) Burn After Reading was...not exactly a great movie but an insightful one. I found myself writing a 500-word treatise on it afterwards, connecting characters and their personalities to my own life. The main theme resonated with me: people are impulsive, selfish, and don't really know what they're doing with their lives. It's a harrowing take on life, but the way the Coen brothers present it, it's darkly humorous, absurdist. The presentation might make the movie more frightening, because we acknowlege that we are impulsive and selfish...and willingly, laughingly accept it. In No Country for Old Men, the Coen brothers present us with a person so demonic, so sinister, that no one can hope to relate to him. In Burn, we relate to every character, be it the womanizing Clooney or the looks-obsessed McDormad or the smiling idiot Pitt.

4) I'm getting turntables! My friend Ian has been kind enough to seek out a pair for me and is in the process of shipping them out. I will resume my career as DJ extraordinare...right after I start practicing.

I do need
1) Needles
2) Mixer
3) Receiver
4) Speakers
5) Vinyl
6) Serato (possibly)

But the tanks are on their way...I just need to get the ammunition.

5) I am realllly looking forward to the Chicago trip. I've contacted some members of the Asian American Journalist Association, of which I am now a proud, dues-paying member, and I am lookin forward to meeting with some people there. I am also looking forward to doing some crate digging....and perhaps some club-hopping?

6)
Johan Vermeulen - "Third of Five" (Dyami)
What a lush track. You can chill to this on the beach, you can throw this down in a club. I just love the warm synths.

Deadmau5 and Kaskade - "I Remember" (mau5trap)
Epic and bordering on commercial...but I listen to it. And enjoy it. Great peaktime stuff. Both of them are touring right now. Ian said the mau5 played everything, from Kaskade to Audion. Eh?

Inkfish and David West - "Hello Piano" (Mistakes Music)
Uplifting cut of house music, with an addictive piano loop and some accentuating strings. Perhaps a bit over the top...the Sebastian Leger remix is good for peaktime, but the piano sample is used only on the breakdown, then disappears. I like the rearrangment of beats...then strings...then piano.

Devilfish and Roel Salemink - "Manalive" (Bush)
The original is a good old techno mix, but Jon Rundell provides almost a dub with a staggering breakdown in the middle. Perfect for raising your hands.

Bassnectar - "Art of Revolution"
Man, I listened to this thick dubstep track on their Myspace...and can't wait for the track's imminent release. They're in Chicago on Thursday! Maybe I'll go check them out...

Brightblack Morning Light - "Hologram Buffalo"
Kinda bluesy, kinda loungy, a little psychadelic... this is one of those songs I could imagine in my head as I'm walking back home from a long night out. I seem to like a lot of those types of songs.

I do need to check out the new Fujiya & Miyagi CD. Must...temper...expectations.

That is all.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Here we go...

I'm a little tired, a little buzzed off adrenaline. The day of the triathlon is here.
Save for a short half-hour ride on my bike, I've done very little the past few days in hopes of resting my body. I hope it doesn't come back to bite me in the ass.

The wetsuit I bought from some Orinda-based college student cost $60. I bought it from him on Friday after he decided to drop by Buffalo Exchange, saving Sofie and me a drive. The bike I inherited from my uncle on Wednesday...I've pumped the tires, but my adjustments to the brakes have proven mostly inadequate. Basically, whenever I squeeze on them, the actual pads just kind of stick to the wheel. Not good.
My basic goal is to ride without braking. Yeah, smart I know. I'm hoping I can find somebody to bail me out.

I hear Sofie getting ready in the background, and the immediacy of the moment kind of hits. A lot of things could go wrong. I could drown. I could fall off the bike and cause a pile-up crash. But I have to shut that all out. Michael Phelps! Think Michael Phelps. (400m in 3:43? C'mon...)

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Hoo boy

Triathlon training, 4 days to go.
I've been swimming with some consistency.
I swam 600m in the warm pool over at Hearst Gym a few days ago. Overall, I'm feeling pretty good. I think I can swim the distance, I know I can bike and run the distances. It's just a matter of putting it all together.

I feel like the swim will still cause me the most troubles. 600-700m in cold water with tides.

Doing a triathlon is kind of rough on the wallet. $95 for registration, $60 for running shoes, goggles, swimcap. And I still need,

-A bike
-A helmet
-A wetsuit
-A watch

Almost as much as tuition for grad school...

I spent the weekend with Dan and his SDSU buddy Steve over in LA. We went to the Kollaboration acoustic show on Saturday and the ProjektNewSpeak sketch comedy show on Sunday. Both were great and provided reminders of the importance of Asian American participation in the arts. As the Kollaboration motto goes, "Empowerment through Entertainment." I look at Dan and sometimes feel like I'm not involved enough with the Asian American community, so seeing Dan so energetic and invested provides an impetus. He derives great enjoyment out of it because he has this group of people to share his passion.

Top ten moments from the weekend:
1) ProjektNewSpeak: Creative, fun-filled, would do it again in a heartbeat.
2) Kollaboration Acoustic 2: Displayed a tremendous amount of variety and talent throughout the show.
3) Meeting Karin Anna Cheung: She showed up at both events, and I finally worked up the courage to talk to her, praising her for her involvement with Project Michelle. Not that she needs the praise.
4) Participating with Project Michelle: Four cotton swabs might help save a life? Count me in.
5) Pink's: I had some sort of ridiculous Poli-Burrito Dog- 2 polish dogs wrapped in a flour tortilla, stuffed with bacon, chili, onions, and cheese. One of the great greasy late night joints I've experienced. Dan, Steve, and I waited for an hour in line, the group wrapped around the place. I can see why. Did I mention I had fries with that?
6) Free Ugly Dolls! Advertising director for ProjektNewSpeak and good friend of Dan, Gina Lee was kind enough to pass me along a gift bag. One for my sis, one for Sofie, one for Dan...and all the rest for me!
7) Catch up with the family: Dim Sum, all four aunts on my mother's side, a little relaxation time with the folks...not a bad way to start off the weekend.

The Iron Giant just finished. What a great movie.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Triathlon Training, Day 10

Swim: 200-250m
Stationary Cycle: 20 min., 6.5 mi., Level 10 random

Today I doubled the effort because I didn't run on Sunday. So...
Sunday 6/15: Ran around campus for 18 min., just in time to catch the end of Game 5 of
the NBA Finals.

Mon 6/16L: Stopped by a used bike shop on Telegraph. Initial estimates have me at $230 - $300 for a used road bike. I think the guy is overcharging.
Went to a Berkeley public pool and swam 25m each way. Ran out of breath after 4 rounds for a grand total of 100m. Stopped. Regained breath. Did another 100m.
Complained. Wept. Looked enviously at the pretty lifeguard effortlessly stroking through the water. She has it so easy.

Tues 6/17: Biked for 5-10 minute spurts. 3.6 mi per 10 min. 1.8 mi. per 5 min. Level 10, random. With breaks I do 2 10-min runs and 2 5-min runs for a grand total of 10.8 mi.

Wed 6/18: It's my birthday! I celebrate by running for 20 min. after work, weaving inbetween Dwight and Parker, from College down to Shattuck, then back up to my place. Stifling heat accompanies serious doubts about this training.

Th 6/19: I watch some YouTube vids of famous swimmers like Ian Thorpe and Alexander Popov, then head over to Hearst North after completing an application for my 30-day free staff RSF membership. My strokes feel a lot better, and I'm able to loosen up and cut through the pool. Too bad my breathing cadence still sucks.

Fri 6/20: Biked for a 5-min warmup, then a 30-min monster ride on Level 10 random. 9.06 miles, followed by another 5-min cooldown. I get close to 11 mi. upon completion. But 30-min straight of riding was pretty tough. 18mi./hr puts me at about a 45-min
ride. I think I can get up to 20mi./hr if I keep it up. Cycling definitely feels best
so fr, even if it is only stationary.

Sat 6/21: Rest day. Drink beer. Eat German foods. Talk and dance with friends. Throw up.

Sun 6/22: Inadvertent rest day. Yeesh. No discipline. Further, a donut nearly ruins
my digestive system.

Of course, today I had Naan and Curry at 11pm, so go figure. I need a little more help
with the whole nutritional disciplining thing. I'll probably have to take a lesson
with swimming, I just feel awkward with it. Running I can work on. Maybe start
combining training methods? I did some core work today, which should help everything, and after all the crap I've eaten lately, it was good to get some crunches and leg lifts in.

What would help:
Waterproof watch
Swim cap
Goggles
Speedo
Running shoes
Bike shoes
Bike shorts/outfit
Bike helmet
An actual bike

Tomorrow: Clark Kerr run (10 laps), some pull ups and push ups.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

It's time to do something

I'm sitting here at about 11:30 AM on a Saturday morning, biding my time. The girlfriend went home to Southern California, I'm organizing some of my previous clips
from the Guardian...and a sad realization struck me. I woke up at 9, went straight to
my laptop, and have done very, very little for the last 2-and-a-half hours. I talked
to my roommate's friend Tessa for a little bit, who is visiting. She and Katie went on
a run on the fire trail east of the Berkeley campus. A run! At 7:30 in the morning! On a Saturday!

Tessa is the type of girl who seems like she has limitless energy, always wanting to do something. She had hiked Half Dome over in Yosemite a few days ago, and she told me just now that she runs pratically every day. Yowsa.

She also told me she wanted to do a triathlon over here near Angel Island. Which got me thinking: a triathlon is something I've always wanted to do. Just yesterday, during another stretch at work, I noted "Triathlon" as something that I should do before I head off to grad school. I view a triathlon as the ultimate challenge, a synthesis of man and machine, of land and water, of physical grit and mental endurance. You can run 20 miles? Try cutting through efficiently through water stroke after stroke. Expert biker? Let's see how your legs feel on the run to the finish.

Tessa also gave me some sites to look up, and after some browsing, I found some events calendars:
http://www.envirosports.com/events/
http://www.theschedule.com/

Which led to me finding a sprint triathlon! It looks like a perfect goal, although the turn around time is short: 7-8 weeks.

http://www.tbfracing.com/events/tri4fun3.html (Herald, CA on Aug. 2)
or
http://www.theschedule.com/EventInfo.cfm?EventID=18905 (Santa Cruz, CA on Aug. 10)

There are plenty of websites to facilitate training:
http://www.beginnertriathlete.com/discussion/training/trainingplans-list.asp?h=1
http://www.menshealth.com/cda/article.do?site=MensHealth&channel=fitness&category=triathlon&conitem=51dff28c348e4010VgnVCM100000cfe793cd____&page=3

But I need to get a bike.
Here we go!

Monday, June 2, 2008

Everything's kind of a mess

I've just moved into my summer sublet over on Dwight, where I'll dwell for two-and-a-half months before I head over to UIS. I began a new job at the Survey Research Center over at UC Berkeley. Back when I was a sociology student, Professor Kristin Luker would always talk about a survey method called CATI, or Computer Assisted Telephone Interviewing. Basically, people read a meticulously thought out questionnaire that pops up on the computer screen, and record results according to particular coding. Anyone who took a methods course knew of this method, but I never thought that I'd be participating in something like it.

While pay is a lot more, I have nearly no connection with the people there. I basically isolate myself in a cubicle and listen to everyone read the same prompt to different potential respondents. At the Cal Student Store, I at least had people my age whom I could talk to and relate to. The SRC is more mundane. It's difficult to perceive the great social and academic impact of the study while you're reading the same prompt over and over again. Prof. Luker (who has a new book out) always noted that surveys are important for getting small amounts of information from a broad group of people. I definitely think I'm more about the great amounts of information from a few people.

Anyway, I just moved all my stuff into the Dwight sublet. Yesterday was most of the hard work, today was more follow-up...and pie! Phil, Sofia, and I went to Walnut Creek and Marie Callender's. Sofie got Blueberry Cream, Phil got Pumpkin, and I got Key Lime. I don't think the Key Lime agreed with me.

We walked around after that, looked through H&M, the Build-a-bear Shop, and a Barnes & Noble. The BBS is the craziest thing, they take these empty, hollow shells and anally probe them with a machine, then stuff them silly. The bears come out looking brand new...but the whole process seems mechanically sadistic. But I guess lieele children would get a kick out of it.

I got the SparkNotes version for "How to get a job in Magazines." I feel a little ashamed that I have to resort to guidebooks when I'm going to grad school, but at $13 it seemed like there was enough information to justify the cost. I guess I'll find out soon enough.

I'm going to try and work on my rice post, but inbetween moving my stuff, helping with Phil's stuff, and my new job, it's been tough to freelance. I do need to re-devote myself, because I have been slacking and lackadaisical for a while now.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Some Serious Choices

Well, I have to figure out if I'm going to grad school.

IF YES, then
...I need to figure out where I'm living.
...I need to organize my class schedule.
...I need to move all my stuff.
...I need to determine if I need a car.

IF NO, then
...I have to figure out where I'm living (two choices!)
...I have to determine job prospects.
...I have to start writing more.
...I have to start writing more for pay.

At the very least, the small streak of rejections has ended and made way for a brief series of acceptances. This provides a greater number of options, or to put it in sports lexicon when a coach has too many good players (see: Carroll, Pete), "It's a good problem to have."

What's been going on:

1) Sasha and Digweed, Friday 4/25 at the Warfield. Mind blowing. Granted the Warfield is not the best dance venue ever. It was kind of nice to have that amplitheater effect with the Warfield...and nice for chilling out during the dancing. Why not the Bill Graham Civic Auditorium, with a bigger floor and still some seats for the...uhh...resting crowd? I guess, even though they were Sasha and Digweed, there were still so many shows going on, including Danny Tenaglia at 1015 and Booka Shade/MANDY on the Get Physical tour at Mezzanine. If you are an electronic fan, 4/25 was your day in nirvana.

2) UIS Travel, 4/26, 4/28. To be discussed soon.

3) UIS Interview 4/27. Likewise.

4) Mike Birbiglia on Friday 5/2 at Cobb's Comedy Club...was hilarious! His show was the hardest I've laughed at Cobb's. It wasn't even close. He did some skits from his DVD and his CD, so it felt kind of like a live concert...you could anticipate his key hits and recite each line. The fact that Birbiglia could not only incite laughter, but belly-aching guffaws was a true testament to his storytelling abilities.
(For more, see my recent clips!)

5) Ellen Allien on Friday 5/2 at Mighty. Cool beats, nice XLR8R giveaway. I think at some point, I would love to write for XLR8R. Hell, why not right now?

I've also started a new feature on AsianWeek, focusing on the international rice rationing and price hikes. Editors want something daily from me for the blog. Yeesh. But hopefully it all comes together into some majestic feature article that I can hone in on. It's been actually fun, asking people about why things are the way tjey are. It tickles my curious bone.

I'm starting to like writing alot again. I'm almost in The Zone...that one place where you feel like you could write anything and it'd be gold. No editing needed. Fingers move a little more lithely over the keyboard. The mind easily outraces the body. Focus comes naturally. I'm not quite there yet. I think this rice beat might put me over the top. We'll see.